I'm so excited-I think I found a job that I would love to do! And it is in the most magical place in the world and it would be perfect for me-loving to be a princess and loving the princess life.
Of course, this would all have to be after I finish school. Education is my number one priority and it always has been. I want to be successful with what I am doing, and I love that I am doing my passion now, at this age since I am still so young, and have so many things available to me at this age. They also have the same school that I'm attending down in Florida if need be, but transferring would not be the easiest of processes.
There's so many look a likes I could be. Of course, Snow White comes to mind with my dark hair and big blue eyes, but Belle would be very fun to be. My favorite princess of all times is Anastasia, but, unfortunately, she is not part of Disney. I wish that Disney adopted her, the movie is so beautiful and she is such a strong princess. Also that the movie is based on actual events is amazing! It really helped me in my History Class for Global Studies.
Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm just so excited!!!!!! I want to be a princess so badly and be a part of a place that has magic all around it-the happiest place in the world! Time to really hackle down to taking care of my body and life though. So exciting! I'm in such a good mood!
And to all the princesses out there who would be interested in doing something like this, I say, go for it! Be a princess to the world! There's magic everywhere<3
"A dream is a wish your heart makes when it's fast asleep."
-Cinderella
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Saturday, November 15, 2014
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Love
I love being in love. I love that feeling of butterflies you get when you're around that person, the sparks in the air you get when you kiss them, the goofy smile that appears on your face when you get a text from them, and the feeling of wanting to be wrapped in their arms all day and night.
Being in love is truly magical, it's what every prince and princess want in their lives at some point. Being loved and loving someone. Whether that be a man, woman, child, family member, animal, etc. Everyone craves it and everyone needs it. I do believe that love exists, for sure.
But relationships are tricky. They are not going to be perfect all the time. They require work-from both ends. Balance is key in every part of life. Not only a relationship with someone else, but even yourself. If you can't love yourself, how will you be able to fully love someone else? There needs to be love for your own self, so that when you find that other person, you will be able to share strengths and not have one be overly dependent on the other.
I have not been good with living this out in my life in previous relationships years past. I think this year was a turning point-and even then, I'm still learning. I've always fallen into the trap of making that other person my world. And that is incredibly not fulfilling at all and completely unhealthy. I remember bending over backwards for one boyfriend when I was younger, completely putting him first before my family or friends or even myself. How ridiculous is that? And I had to be in my early teens at that time and it was just so unfortunate to look at myself, knowing that I was abandoning my life for some guy who didn't even like me as much as I did him. He was off with other girls, doing his own thing, saying stuff and when it came to his actions it was a complete 180.
Another boy I was with, I remember that I found him actually at the time I broke it off with the guy I just spoke about. He was a very sweet guy, been through a lot and had a huge heart. And as strong as he made is exterior, he was just as brittle and unbalanced as me. We were together for a while, but it didn't last long before we looked for someone who could help to lift us up. I still think that he was a great guy, one of the few boyfriends that I have had who are a very good guy to be with, and I hope he's doing well.
I remember one incident, after the guy I had who I just spoke about, who completely changed me. I still have "quirks" with me because of how our paths came to be and I have come to terms with it just this year and to forgive him. They say the greatest strength is forgiveness, and I truly believe that with all my heart. He damaged me in ways that I would never wish upon any little girl-or anyone for that matter. It broke my heart and scarred me. I can not even put down into words just how much pain he put me through and how much I have had to overcome because of him. Though this was the first man I "fell for", he was the one who made me not believe in marriage. At least for myself. But the incident did teach me a lot.
After him. I fell into a deep darkness. I looked for the approval of men to be my happiness. The darkness lasted a while and I remember doing whatever it was to find ways of getting attention. Changing my wardrobe to be more frisky and my makeup to completely cover my face. I acted in a way that I knew would gain attention, and I thrived in it, so I thought.
The lessons became lessons only after I started doing some soul work. I remember, and as cliche as this sounds it's 100% true, I resorted to my faith. I resorted to my family and friends. I resorted to only positive motivators and teachers to help get me through those tough times. Of course, I had boyfriends, who helped lift me up, but they were short lived. Like I said, I still have some "quirks". But having all that as my support system really helped me believe in myself as me.
I'm still learning, I'm still growing. We all are and I think that will never stop. Love yourself first before getting into a relationship and make sure that they're is a balance. I once heard one person, "Don't refer to your relationship as a 'couple'. A couple means that they can not be separated. A relationship means that two people love themselves and each other that they can be together or separated". and I love it and believe in it fully.
Be happy with the one you're with.
"Don't rush into love. Remember that even in fairytales, the happy endings take place on the last page."
Being in love is truly magical, it's what every prince and princess want in their lives at some point. Being loved and loving someone. Whether that be a man, woman, child, family member, animal, etc. Everyone craves it and everyone needs it. I do believe that love exists, for sure.
But relationships are tricky. They are not going to be perfect all the time. They require work-from both ends. Balance is key in every part of life. Not only a relationship with someone else, but even yourself. If you can't love yourself, how will you be able to fully love someone else? There needs to be love for your own self, so that when you find that other person, you will be able to share strengths and not have one be overly dependent on the other.
I have not been good with living this out in my life in previous relationships years past. I think this year was a turning point-and even then, I'm still learning. I've always fallen into the trap of making that other person my world. And that is incredibly not fulfilling at all and completely unhealthy. I remember bending over backwards for one boyfriend when I was younger, completely putting him first before my family or friends or even myself. How ridiculous is that? And I had to be in my early teens at that time and it was just so unfortunate to look at myself, knowing that I was abandoning my life for some guy who didn't even like me as much as I did him. He was off with other girls, doing his own thing, saying stuff and when it came to his actions it was a complete 180.
Another boy I was with, I remember that I found him actually at the time I broke it off with the guy I just spoke about. He was a very sweet guy, been through a lot and had a huge heart. And as strong as he made is exterior, he was just as brittle and unbalanced as me. We were together for a while, but it didn't last long before we looked for someone who could help to lift us up. I still think that he was a great guy, one of the few boyfriends that I have had who are a very good guy to be with, and I hope he's doing well.
I remember one incident, after the guy I had who I just spoke about, who completely changed me. I still have "quirks" with me because of how our paths came to be and I have come to terms with it just this year and to forgive him. They say the greatest strength is forgiveness, and I truly believe that with all my heart. He damaged me in ways that I would never wish upon any little girl-or anyone for that matter. It broke my heart and scarred me. I can not even put down into words just how much pain he put me through and how much I have had to overcome because of him. Though this was the first man I "fell for", he was the one who made me not believe in marriage. At least for myself. But the incident did teach me a lot.
After him. I fell into a deep darkness. I looked for the approval of men to be my happiness. The darkness lasted a while and I remember doing whatever it was to find ways of getting attention. Changing my wardrobe to be more frisky and my makeup to completely cover my face. I acted in a way that I knew would gain attention, and I thrived in it, so I thought.
The lessons became lessons only after I started doing some soul work. I remember, and as cliche as this sounds it's 100% true, I resorted to my faith. I resorted to my family and friends. I resorted to only positive motivators and teachers to help get me through those tough times. Of course, I had boyfriends, who helped lift me up, but they were short lived. Like I said, I still have some "quirks". But having all that as my support system really helped me believe in myself as me.
I'm still learning, I'm still growing. We all are and I think that will never stop. Love yourself first before getting into a relationship and make sure that they're is a balance. I once heard one person, "Don't refer to your relationship as a 'couple'. A couple means that they can not be separated. A relationship means that two people love themselves and each other that they can be together or separated". and I love it and believe in it fully.
Be happy with the one you're with.
"Don't rush into love. Remember that even in fairytales, the happy endings take place on the last page."
Monday, November 10, 2014
Living As A Princess
I always wanted to be a princess. Ever since I was young and saw my first Disney Princess movie. My role models became the girls I saw in the movie; Cinderella, Jasmine, Ariel, Snow White, etc. Of course I've had different inspirations as times changed and I changed, but I've always wanted to be a princess. I honestly feel that every girl is the little princess they've always desired to be. We all just have different stories behind us.
I've certainly have a story behind me, one that has helped to change me and mature me into the strong and beautiful woman I am today. Somethings I am not ready to share to the world, only to people that I meet personally and really feel that they will accept me for who I am, but other things I want to teach people so that they know that they are not alone. No one is alone, ever, no matter how dark times get.
I actually started this because I want people to feel like they have someone who will support them and be there for them even if they feel they have no one to turn to. My heart goes out to all the beautiful females in the world, no matter what age. We are all strong and need to be united, we are blessed to be such beautiful creatures and we need to stand up for each other instead of tearing each other down. It's such a useless part of life, the jealousy and insecurities that we all go through. And it's so sad that we have to be careful of which females will lift us up, and which will tear us down. No princess would ever do that to another princess, so why do we?
I've gone through many experiences and teachings in life. Trying to see how to be me and how to be what society deems as "beautiful". But it only matters how you see yourself because, in the long run, you are all you have. I've turned to a lot of sources for self discovery and self confidence, a huge one being YouTube. They're are such amazing people on there that have helped me and have no idea. Not only have they helped me, but I'm sure they have helped a bunch of other people.
Some amazing YouTubers that I love are:
*cloudyapples
*Michelle Phan
*Bubzbeauty
*lilisimply
*loeylane
*FullyRawKristina
*blndsundoll4mj
*zoella
Seriously, check them out. They are strong and confident women, with all different types of dispositions. All beautiful souls and amazing teachers.
My friends at Beauty School think it's so funny how infatuated I am in YouTube and they all love that quirky side to me. But YouTube has become kind of my safety net and I'm so excited to be confident enough to start one of my own.
I really want to help people, be a friend, because even in a world where we are surrounded by people, it can feel very lonely. As I said, ever princess has their story, and some really do need to be kick butt to be able to be where they are today.
The point of the title, as I get back on track, is just to describe me and how I see myself. Who actually gave me the nickname was my trainer and she called me princess because she knew that I loved kicking butt, but that I am very high maintenance. I love her and I love the nickname. I loved coming in with a full face that I put on before school, or with no make up on and ready to get going for the day. I am as sweet as Snow White, but as strong as Fiona. The nickname I love and I truly love living in a world of beauty and magic and a place where dreams do come true. <3
And if you want to check out my YouTube Channel, it's:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOphyt8CCfq-AEne-naohEA
"Even miracles take time."
-Cinderella
I've certainly have a story behind me, one that has helped to change me and mature me into the strong and beautiful woman I am today. Somethings I am not ready to share to the world, only to people that I meet personally and really feel that they will accept me for who I am, but other things I want to teach people so that they know that they are not alone. No one is alone, ever, no matter how dark times get.
I actually started this because I want people to feel like they have someone who will support them and be there for them even if they feel they have no one to turn to. My heart goes out to all the beautiful females in the world, no matter what age. We are all strong and need to be united, we are blessed to be such beautiful creatures and we need to stand up for each other instead of tearing each other down. It's such a useless part of life, the jealousy and insecurities that we all go through. And it's so sad that we have to be careful of which females will lift us up, and which will tear us down. No princess would ever do that to another princess, so why do we?
I've gone through many experiences and teachings in life. Trying to see how to be me and how to be what society deems as "beautiful". But it only matters how you see yourself because, in the long run, you are all you have. I've turned to a lot of sources for self discovery and self confidence, a huge one being YouTube. They're are such amazing people on there that have helped me and have no idea. Not only have they helped me, but I'm sure they have helped a bunch of other people.
Some amazing YouTubers that I love are:
*cloudyapples
*Michelle Phan
*Bubzbeauty
*lilisimply
*loeylane
*FullyRawKristina
*blndsundoll4mj
*zoella
Seriously, check them out. They are strong and confident women, with all different types of dispositions. All beautiful souls and amazing teachers.
My friends at Beauty School think it's so funny how infatuated I am in YouTube and they all love that quirky side to me. But YouTube has become kind of my safety net and I'm so excited to be confident enough to start one of my own.
I really want to help people, be a friend, because even in a world where we are surrounded by people, it can feel very lonely. As I said, ever princess has their story, and some really do need to be kick butt to be able to be where they are today.
The point of the title, as I get back on track, is just to describe me and how I see myself. Who actually gave me the nickname was my trainer and she called me princess because she knew that I loved kicking butt, but that I am very high maintenance. I love her and I love the nickname. I loved coming in with a full face that I put on before school, or with no make up on and ready to get going for the day. I am as sweet as Snow White, but as strong as Fiona. The nickname I love and I truly love living in a world of beauty and magic and a place where dreams do come true. <3
And if you want to check out my YouTube Channel, it's:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOphyt8CCfq-AEne-naohEA
"Even miracles take time."
-Cinderella
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