Living As A Princess

I always wanted to be a princess. Ever since I was young and saw my first Disney Princess movie. My role models became the girls I saw in the movie; Cinderella, Jasmine, Ariel, Snow White, etc. Of course I've had different inspirations as times changed and I changed, but I've always wanted to be a princess. I honestly feel that every girl is the little princess they've always desired to be. We all just have different stories behind us.

 I've certainly have a story behind me, one that has helped to change me and mature me into the strong and beautiful woman I am today. Somethings I am not ready to share to the world, only to people that I meet personally and really feel that they will accept me for who I am, but other things I want to teach people so that they know that they are not alone. No one is alone, ever, no matter how dark times get.

 I actually started this because I want people to feel like they have someone who will support them and be there for them even if they feel they have no one to turn to. My heart goes out to all the beautiful females in the world, no matter what age. We are all strong and need to be united, we are blessed to be such beautiful creatures and we need to stand up for each other instead of tearing each other down. It's such a useless part of life, the jealousy and insecurities that we all go through. And it's so sad that we have to be careful of which females will lift us up, and which will tear us down. No princess would ever do that to another princess, so why do we?

 I've gone through many experiences and teachings in life. Trying to see how to be me and how to be what society deems as "beautiful". But it only matters how you see yourself because, in the long run, you are all you have. I've turned to a lot of sources for self discovery and self confidence, a huge one being YouTube. They're are such amazing people on there that have helped me and have no idea. Not only have they helped me, but I'm sure they have helped a bunch of other people.

Some amazing YouTubers that I love are:
*cloudyapples
*Michelle Phan
*Bubzbeauty
*lilisimply
*loeylane
*FullyRawKristina
*blndsundoll4mj
*zoella

Seriously, check them out. They are strong and confident women, with all different types of dispositions. All beautiful souls and amazing teachers.

My friends at Beauty School think it's so funny how infatuated I am in YouTube and they all love that quirky side to me. But YouTube has become kind of my safety net and I'm so excited to be confident enough to start one of my own.

I really want to help people, be a friend, because even in a world where we are surrounded by people, it can feel very lonely. As I said, ever princess has their story, and some really do need to be kick butt to be able to be where they are today.

The point of the title, as I get back on track, is just to describe me and how I see myself. Who actually gave me the nickname was my trainer and she called me princess because she knew that I loved kicking butt, but that I am very high maintenance. I love her and I love the nickname. I loved coming in with a full face that I put on before school, or with no make up on and ready to get going for the day. I am as sweet as Snow White, but as strong as Fiona. The nickname I love and I truly love living in a world of beauty and magic and a place where dreams do come true. <3

And if you want to check out my YouTube Channel, it's:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOphyt8CCfq-AEne-naohEA

"Even miracles take time."

-Cinderella