You Are Loved!

This is just a post for any one out there who is feeling kind of low and/or lonely this holiday season.<3

You are so loved! Each and every day, be thankful that you are still alive, that you can live another day. We take the little things in life for granted, but someday, we will realize the little things in life are the biggest gifts.

Think of your family, think of your friends, think of yourself. You are cared about by so many people.

Self love is crucial, and so many of us do not cultivate it within ourselves. Every inch of you is perfectly unique and special and beautiful. Do you know how much your body does to keep you alive and moving each day? It does so many things to make sure that you are taken care of and that you are safe and functioning and healthy. You should appreciate every inch of you, every perfectly created part of you. Self harm does nothing for your soul or your body. You are not able to reach to the higher self of your being. I truly believe that this is the most important part of any one's life. "You will be longer with yourself than anyone else" and you should love yourself enough for yourself.

Here are somethings just to remember:

*Smile each day, not only will it help you feel better, smiles are contagious.

*Look at yourself every day in the mirror and focus on all the wonderful qualities you possess, not just the superficial ones. It's funny how true the saying "Beauty is only skin deep". Everything on the top layer of your body; your skin, your nails, your hair, etc. is dead. We focus so much on external factors to enhance the "deadness" of our skin, and don't focus on the inner qualities. It's kind of funny, in a sad way. Why are we so focused on masking ourselves when in the end it doesn't matter?

It's not that I'm against makeup or jewelry or pretty clothes. I love it just as the next, and I'm super girly, but I don't agree that makeup should "mask" someone. It should be used to enhance our already beautiful features; female or male. But remember the characteristics you posses: your sweetness, your intelligence, you strength, your sense of self. It's so important that we focus on the inside, so that it will reflect love and beauty on the outside.

*Say affirmations to yourself every day. Start with something as simple as, "I am healthy, happy, and whole." (That was actually my first affirmation ever my mom told me to say once I wake up, through out my day, and once I go to bed.) And you can put whatever words together for your affirmations. What you say, your mind will believe. So instead of putting negative words into your mind and creating negativity inside of yourself; manifest love and light and positivity.

*Remember that were "Thoughts go, Energy flows". Do not allow dark energy to over power your soul. It's good to recognize the dark energy for what it is, but do not allow it to influence you. Yin and Yang.

*I believe that everyone has a soul mate out there, whether it be romantic or not. Never feel that suicide is the only option. You are here to find that soul mate and if you take your life, that person will be left to wander and wonder where you are.

*Your family loves you. Your mother, your father, your siblings, your grandparents, your cousins, your aunts and uncles. They love you indefinitely. You are so important to them, so special, such an important part of their life. You will always have family. They are the people who will always love you at your worst and at your best.

YOU MATTER.

YOU ARE THE MOST PERFECT YOU THAT IS OUT THERE.

YOU ARE LOVED.

I hope this helped anyone who may need some love and happiness in their life. <3

"The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all."
-Mulan

Living As A Princess

I always wanted to be a princess. Ever since I was young and saw my first Disney Princess movie. My role models became the girls I saw in the movie; Cinderella, Jasmine, Ariel, Snow White, etc. Of course I've had different inspirations as times changed and I changed, but I've always wanted to be a princess. I honestly feel that every girl is the little princess they've always desired to be. We all just have different stories behind us.

 I've certainly have a story behind me, one that has helped to change me and mature me into the strong and beautiful woman I am today. Somethings I am not ready to share to the world, only to people that I meet personally and really feel that they will accept me for who I am, but other things I want to teach people so that they know that they are not alone. No one is alone, ever, no matter how dark times get.

 I actually started this because I want people to feel like they have someone who will support them and be there for them even if they feel they have no one to turn to. My heart goes out to all the beautiful females in the world, no matter what age. We are all strong and need to be united, we are blessed to be such beautiful creatures and we need to stand up for each other instead of tearing each other down. It's such a useless part of life, the jealousy and insecurities that we all go through. And it's so sad that we have to be careful of which females will lift us up, and which will tear us down. No princess would ever do that to another princess, so why do we?

 I've gone through many experiences and teachings in life. Trying to see how to be me and how to be what society deems as "beautiful". But it only matters how you see yourself because, in the long run, you are all you have. I've turned to a lot of sources for self discovery and self confidence, a huge one being YouTube. They're are such amazing people on there that have helped me and have no idea. Not only have they helped me, but I'm sure they have helped a bunch of other people.

Some amazing YouTubers that I love are:
*cloudyapples
*Michelle Phan
*Bubzbeauty
*lilisimply
*loeylane
*FullyRawKristina
*blndsundoll4mj
*zoella

Seriously, check them out. They are strong and confident women, with all different types of dispositions. All beautiful souls and amazing teachers.

My friends at Beauty School think it's so funny how infatuated I am in YouTube and they all love that quirky side to me. But YouTube has become kind of my safety net and I'm so excited to be confident enough to start one of my own.

I really want to help people, be a friend, because even in a world where we are surrounded by people, it can feel very lonely. As I said, ever princess has their story, and some really do need to be kick butt to be able to be where they are today.

The point of the title, as I get back on track, is just to describe me and how I see myself. Who actually gave me the nickname was my trainer and she called me princess because she knew that I loved kicking butt, but that I am very high maintenance. I love her and I love the nickname. I loved coming in with a full face that I put on before school, or with no make up on and ready to get going for the day. I am as sweet as Snow White, but as strong as Fiona. The nickname I love and I truly love living in a world of beauty and magic and a place where dreams do come true. <3

And if you want to check out my YouTube Channel, it's:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOphyt8CCfq-AEne-naohEA

"Even miracles take time."

-Cinderella